ikhlas

September 7th, 2008

i had this conversation with one of my gal. she said her reverend once gave speech about how people could easily emphatize when their friends were in deep sh*t. but people sometime found it’s hard to be happy when their friends were happy, without any jealousy or envious feeling, even a bit. well, i could not say i disagree, because ya.. i did it all the time. and so did my gal. the red line was that.. so hard to be ikhlas. to accept whatever we have, without any disappointment and overexpectation. even when my mouth says “gw ikhlas”, it’s hard for me to say that i purely consciously truly am..
few things occured lately were very precious experiences. they taught me there will be no such thing as eternal and immortal. they’re not really my belonging, so i should never be disappointed once they’re taken from me.again, it’s easier said than done.
anyway, i’m an okay woman.. an okay woman gotta do what an okay woman gotta do.. to be ikhlas in every circumstances she’s facing.. =D




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