doesn’t taste as sweet as it looks

this is what i was trying to say to the world. i know a person, whose life looks awesomely terrific. hardly able to say bad. this person has one fine job.. well, at least the one that some people might really want. when you say it sounds good enough, this person had her salary raised and her career level upgraded, not once but twice.. in one year. the person was very flattered and thankful for that, definitely yes..

this person also has quite a warm and settled family, whose parent are always able to provide everything their children needed.. in terms of financial and others. this person can barely remember the experience of being disappointed of not having what was so wanted. in addition, going on vacation (on a domestic and/or international destination) seems to be this family’s agenda almost every year. this person once had an experience of the obligation of being able to achieve something in order to have what was wanted.. fortunately, it was achieved.. so.. there it was..

umm.. what else should i say about this person. friends? quite huge amount, frankly. and they are like.. everywhere.. almost throughout java island. some of them are like.. okay.. friends.. some of the are like.. best friends.. and thank God they were always there when this person needed them. oh, and some of those friends are long lasting ones with whom this person grew up with.

this person also has few major achievements in life.. so far, we can say.. well.. having the opportunity to study at the most desirable university in indonesia, graduating on time and having experience several wonderful workplace, chasing a post graduate degree as well as having full time job with full time salary, and lastly, waiting for first installment of own residence.

oh, this person also has one wonderful relationship with someone. it might not seem as smooth as everyone’s expected, but still.. it is wonderful. it is rejuvenating.. educating.. and thrilling. but above all that, this person’s loved one is a very amazing person, in his own way of course, and this person surely loves him so much.

but then, does it really taste as sweet as it looks? because this person cried a tear (well, lots of it.. actually..) last saturday nite, feeling empty inside, and not having any clue why.