my new thing..

… called job..

wishing and praying so hard and so long to get one. well, anyway.. humans do not get satisfied, no matter what they’ve got. and frankly, i’m one of them.. here’s the story why.. so i was into some sort of environment, which consists of few males (sorry for being so genderism).. and a couple of ladies.. older ones. it is a very ‘male’ surroundings.. with ‘male’ sounds.. ‘male’ attitudes.. ‘male’ habits.. ‘male’ ambience.. been trying to get used to it, still is.. wish me luck for that..

i’m also trying to actualize myself, working.. speeding with the same pace (as the others).. conquer my ego, myself, my habits.. anything works for fitting in there.. enhance the capability of mine.. pushing my brain as well as the whole body to operate million times as hard as they can.. only God knows how hard i try.. and how strong i would be..

be thankful.. be grateful.. be humble..